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miss you like...crazy.

shit. shit. hell week. nanaman. ang daming projects, nakakastress. pero, di bale. sabi ko nga, gagraduate din ako. shucks. work hard hard hard hard. tang-ina. bahala na nga.

hay. distribution of cards.

kanina lang. tapos na 2nd quarter recog. hayy! i just got my card kanina. okay naman, aside from the 77 sa eko. na expected ko naman. di ba sabi ko magpapainom ako kapag naka-line of 8 ako dun. hehe. wala si paparo. ewan ko rin ba. hmpft. magkatapat kami ni papanot sa flag kanina. ang hyper nya. hehe. pero kahit na. hehe.
  • halfday tomorrow. will watch new moon with the gang. YAY!
  • may form rin. sana hindi magtagal.
  • papasok na kaya yung gusto kong pumasok. hay, sana naman.
hay. plastic na kung plastic. buti nga kaya pang makipag plastikan sa'yo eh.

merong hindi kumakausap sa 'kin. oh i wonder. sinabi na ba sa'yo ng utol mo na mahal na mahal ka niya kahit anong mangyari? or kaya nyang maghintay sa'yo kahit kailan? with matching dramatics pa. o baka naman mahal mo na rin siya.

HA!

wag kang mag-alala, kapag nag break kayo ng bf mo, kakabugin namin kayo.
madadagdagan ng 2 new pairs ang powercouples.

una, yung mga
nang-iwan.

then, yung mga iniwan.

oh, of course. Never retreat, Never surrender.

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can you hear me??

hay nako. hello! musta?? whatta-not-so-busy week. speech fest lang kanina.pero bukas, distribution of cards. NAKAKAKABA. sharing and kwentuhan moments with mote. magkababata pala sila ni paparo. pero not-so-bestfriends daw sila....sabi niya. hay..ewan ko ba. nag-do-doubt na ko sa feelings ko para sa kanya. ayoko rin namang sabihing hindi ko na siya gusto, kasi, magkakaroon ng way nanaman para magustuhan ko siya nanaman ulit. ganoon talaga ata. [i]minsan talaga ata hindi pa talaga oras, hindi pa mangyayari.[/i] pero, hanggang kailan? hanggang kailan ko siya kayang tiisin? kailan ako makakaget-over sa kanya? kung kailan ba magugustuhan nya na rin ako? ewan ko ba, hay. pati tuloy ako naguguluhan. sa nararamdaman ko sa kanya. [b]oh, how sure i was back then na siya lang ang gusto ko.[/b] mas okay yung i made up my mind that i like you. but maganda rin na little by little, nakakaget-over na ko sa'yo. (i would like to think so.) ikaw ba, anong gusto mo? anyways, whatever. [i]bahala na ko di ba? ano bang paki mo sa kin? wala lang naman ako sa'yo eh, di ba?[/i]


tandaan mo, AOMRN NLAMGPI, pag mahal na mahal mo na ko, hindi na kita mahal, at MAY KASAMA NA KONG MAS MAHAL AKO kumpara sa pagmamahal na kaya mong ibigay. mapapa-iling ka na lang at hindi mo mapipigilan na iyakan ako.

ITAGA MO YAN SA BATO.

PROMISE YAN.

update.!! drabble time!

yay. almost finished na sa english brochure sa english.! hehe.
  • career orientation kanina. buong araw. i mean, career vocation day. hay nako. okay naman. walang clase, so, rejoice! hehe. and,
  • already passed and reserved for mapua institute of technology. em. as in, engineering management.
  • hay. papanot has a LB. his classmate. grabe, suot yung i.d. nya sa varsity.
  • i bought a new watch.!! black and some flowers all over it. hehe!
  • will watch new moon on thursday? hope so.
  • kasi distribution of cards sa wednesday. HAY grabe.
  • watched 2012 at trinoma with, andy, amie, bane, nex, isa, papa a.j., papa jace, papa p, julianne, papa earl. and ate at yellow cab. winner pare!
  • and did christ the king procession yesterday. with my cadettes. buti na lang 10 ang absent, kundi, di ko kakayanin kapag sobrang ingay nila. may allergy kasi ako kahapon.
hayy!! tiring, shitty, week. good luck with the coming days.

mixed.na ewan.

ewan ko ba. naiinis ako na natutuwa na ewan. kay paparap, na bitter na ata ko for almost a week, grabe, ano bang meron sa'yo at napapasaya mo gabi ko? ewan ko ba. pero parang malungkot pa rin ako. ewan ko. ewan ko talaga. nakakalungkot pa rin.  kasi hindi pa rin kami nagkakausap kahit ilang ulit ko nang pinapangako sa sarili kong dapat close na kami.  hay..i miss andybabe. we seemed to be distancing ourselves from each other. pero hindi naman. pero, bahala na. ewan ko pa rin. ewan ko. ewan ko basta. ang dami ko pang gagawin. see you tom.

.gosh. sana makapasa ako sa beda. please. please. please.

whatta.rabble.

whatta shittty day. fuck. now i know. a shitty day can be every day.
;i'm not finished with the grades yet.
;yung record sa filipino na sw/hw/quiz hindi tinanggap ni sir. napasa na daw nya ang records nya.
;muntik na kong mabangga ng bike.
;wala akong project sa physics.
;someone's distancing herself away from me. ahem, ahem.
;wala sina bebe, nakakamiss.
;hindi pinasa ni missunderstood yung sa eko namin kasi nawawala ang floor plan, at wala siyang maisip sa facade. fuck. what the fuck. excuse me sa kanya, hindi lang siya yung busy no. hindi lang siya yung naghahabol. edi sana sinabi na lang nya hindi nya kaya. edi pinagawa ko na lang sa iba. may, project na ko, may project pa siya. oh di ba bongga?
'at ito pa, humahabol. nawawala ang mala-hall of fame na mirror ko. yun. bumili pa kong bago.
;at ito pa mas lalong humahabol. gawa na yung n73 ko. ayaw na nga lang ibigay sa 'kin. nakakainis talaga.

buti na lang mukhang johnny bravo si roman at napasaya nya ang buhay araw ko. kung hindi, nako, baka nag-binge nanaman ako nyan. balak ko ngang umiyak kay clarissa kanina eh.  nakakainis nakakainis. nakakainis. nakakainis.

bahala na. basta ba after this, papasa akong beda eh.

3 weeks with Mr. Right.


She had loved him for the past 4 years. he had resented her whole being for 4 years. then, a very cool, convinient bet and a big problem comes. which involves the two of them, together. so, let the deception begin.


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He will always have a way...to make her not to resist him. and she will always have a way...that he will fall for her...in ways more than one.

She hated him. To be honest. He annoys her. From the first time they saw each other, - well, no. He's arrongant and immature back when they were freshmen. That was three years ago. she had a crush on him then. They're enemies. Bitter rivals. He is her first love. But, what the fuck ever! They're seniors now. He's still as arrogant and immature ad handsome and appealing and hot  all at the same time. He could even stun her in just a glance. which is the probable reason why she will not get over him..any time soon.


He hated her. He liked to think so. He thought she is something that couldn't bother him. Wortheless, ordinary, and unimportant. she was when they were freshmen. They became enemies beacuse a teacher paired them and suspected that he had a crush on her. Which is not true. she's tomboyish, brash, serious and inanimate back then. But now....she's blooming and happy-go-lucky and friendly and approachable and cool and beautiful and charming and funny. she's better and grater and brighter with an attitude. and what bothers him dearly is that...he notices everything about her and he is fascinated with it. Oh shit. What's happening?






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ang sbc-sat.

finally, tapos na rin sa sbc-sat. kanina lang. putang ina. ewan ko ba. pero sobrang nahirapan ako. pero please, sana pumasa ako, please!! grabe. putang-ina sa hirap, nakakastress. sana lang talaga makapasa ako, please? grabe na talaga to. tapos, wala man lang gwapo na type ko. as in, 'paparo' type. wala talaga. asa naman ako, hello! iisa lang naman ang roman type na type na type ko no!  haha. syeett! ang hot nya no! *drabble noise for 30 hours* hay. i want dippin' dots. o kaya starbuck's coffee. ewan ko ba, pero siya naman ang nagpakilala sa 'kin sa beda eh. dun kasi nag-aaral kuya nya. kaya yun. ewan ko lang kung mag-eexam siya dun. bahala na. good luck sa kanya. nahuhuli pa man din siya. pero mas maganda yung hindi kami magkapareho ng school. para maka-get-over na ko sa mokong na yun. pero bahala na. bahala na talaga.

haloween update.

happy haloween everyone! ♥

hehe. medyo sick pa rin. pero okay-okay na. ready na for retreat. pero ang dami pa ring gagawin. fuck feasibility studies. gagawa pa ko ng grade ng kadete ko. retreat na sa tuesday. hay, what a life.

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It’s your fault she sheds these tears for you; It’s your fault you didn’t push her away so she could save a single part of her tender, naïve heart; It’s your fault her heart aches and that she can’t love any other man; It’s your fault that she’ll never be able to love any other man apart from the one person who doesn’t deserve to feel her love, or love her back--you.

 

And all you can do now is wallow in your self pity, knowing that she’ll believe this lie. That you never needed her, let alone loved her, when really, the truth was that you did. That you needed her more than life itself—that you loved her more than life itself.

But, she can never know. And the only thing you can feel comforted by, is that she will never be hurt from this love. That she’ll be protected, because she didn’t deserve to put her life at risk for a bastard like you. She was precious, needed—you aren’t.


-credits to closer than skin, chapter 5: solus by sakuraxkisu

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